February 2012
11 posts
Fitblr Post.
18:26 min/sec exercising (jogging tonight), including 4:30 warm up, 4:30 warm down so that’s 10 minutes straight of jogging!! I feel so accomplished :) especially since I started out only being able to jog for 2 minutes straight. Progress is satisfying.
January 2012
45 posts
I don’t want to be here! Everything in me screams get out! That sick feeling never leaves my stomach. I can’t think. I can’t breathe. I let people down everyday. I can’t be what they want. I don’t want to deal with their political shit everyday. I’m sick of it..
LORD, I can’t seem to find a way out. I’m too scared of not having security. Get me out...
Why do I feel so down…I feel hopeless..
I don’t want to go to work, but I feel worthless if I’m not earning. I don’t want to see anyone, yet I feel so lonely.
LORD, I’m hurting. Physically. Mentally. I feel burdened, and I struggle to switch off at night. Nothing gives me peace. Nothing brings me hope.
What is the point of this life?
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